.blvd. of broken dreams.

ddsjfhsdjkfh

2005-05-02T06:48:49Z

This journal is officially dead.

Doubtful if I'll write in it much. Sorry!! <33

Ways to keep in touch with me:
AOL:XxTeaseMeBlindxX
AIM:HandofFateBelow/StreetRocker87
Yahoo:FreeYourMind842
MSN:StreetRocker87@hotmail.com
Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/DavieWaviePantz
Xanga: http://www.xanga.com/xnotruthsnoliesx/

<333 love love <333

-Davie=)

p.s.-I'm not on alot lately, or if I am I'm away, I'm sorry people <3.

Also, I won't be on hardly at all after June 3rd, I'll be in Atlanta/St. Pete/Tampa/Lakeland for a few months. I'll be on and I'll try to talk, but just not alot. Between GED, job, visiting family, and misc activities I just don't think I'll have much time. <3333 Blah. Growing up sucks!

X-POSTED

for you late ones....

2005-03-04T09:33:16Z

i have a new FRIENDS ONLY lj...

vow2bleedlikeme...add me/comment...and ill THINK aboot adding you...don't get your' hopes up though.

tata.

-Davie

oh and you're all assholes. thanks. YOU KNOW WHO I MEAN. hi.

OH AND DONT GIVE MY FRIENDS A TONE! DONT TREAT MY FRIENDS LIKE CRAP ASSHOLE! *kicks* [note these comments are not related to the lastest drama in wakulla this is a completely different matter, stfu thanks.]

ok...

2005-03-01T07:24:11Z

I have several convos and several screenshots on the comp AND printed out. I have my ass backed up. I did slip some small shyt and i did talk some shyt in the convos and im sorry VERY SWORRY you have no idea how much ive shaked and gotten upset and crap tonight i just took 4 excedrins for christ sakes. x.x and i love you guys, but i swear to god i did not say the exact words that Sam told will i did. I have put in savours 10 mins after reaading his lj. I have tottally flipped out tonight. I'm 2 secs away from losing it. THanks to Ness and a couple others i havent. thankl you guys <333 i love ya. i never thought itd would happen, well sonmething like this. to me this is a big deal. I'm fucking scared to death that kodi and the other two envovled are gonna be seriously pissed, i hope they dont till i give them the shyt i have to back my ass. I have the convos the screenshots. IM SORRY but that shyt that went down today i didnt have anything to do with. i hinted at the n/w thing and asked him in these words "was the n/w thing tru" that was it i NEVER asked him in details nor did i give him details. i did however mention kodis name and said shyt about kodi and im sorry and i wanna fuckin jump out my fucking window right now and just run run run till i collapse and die. IM sorry ok? but honest to god plz dont be upset with me, the is not to be completely blamed on me its not my fault in whole. ill take some blame ill call myself an asshole but im sry. i dont know noah that well i dont know will at all i have nothing to gain from this. even though i dont know you other people i do, do. i like you guys from what i heard you're nice, cool, if i knew you better id say i loved you guys. kodi youre like brandi and hope to me, were not that close u used to be a jackass in 8th but hey things change. im sry. i love u like i love brandi and hope <3. i appreciate you being nice to me and not flipping so far, i hope you and n/w can stay with me on this drama. =/ srry <3. god i hope someone sees this and cares <3333333333333333333333333333333 ima go punch shyt and write and get my shyt together and go to bed and get ready for this afternoon aftermath. christ. FUCK WAKULLA!

-Davie

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2005-03-01T03:10:45Z

Monday, February 28, 2005

my life is fucking over. goodbye wakulla.

*moves to St. Pete*

great I'm doomed. I'm screwed. I'm fucked. OMFG son of a bitch damn fuck pissed im sitting here with a gapping mouth hoping this day is nothing but a dream omg. omg omg om gom go mgormglodfjgkljsdfklsjdfawejlwekjrweljkrwe. *puts up more away messages* DONT IM ME! omg no no no no no no no no SHYT FUCK DAMN PISS

IM PISSED IM SHOCKED IM DEAD! HOLY FUCK IM STUPID IM AN ASSHOLE OMG x.x

*edit from my AIM*:OK IVE FUCKING HAD IT WITH WAKULLA.
EVERY CHILL THE FUCK OUT FOR ONE GOD DAMN MINUTE! If you heard something, IM me & I'll straighten it out. I have convos I have proof of what's going on. DO NOT GET PISSED OFF FULLY AT ME. I'm sorry, I slip sometimes, Sometimes I'm an asshole, sry, But this is not exactly my fault. I'm sick of this. There's more to this matter. You want to hate me? the hate me, but atleast hear my side of it before to finalize that thought. You want me to plead a case, I have my evidence and I'm ready to plea my case. lmam/-Davie

[after this entry all entries will be protected aka friends only same for lj..except im gettin a new one, not added? cant read? too fucking bad for you. dont ask me to add you.]

and now i feel like smashing my head into the wall and going to bawl on my pillow. god damn im sorry everyone whos envovled, i love you i really do <33

Public - 10:02 PM - add eprops - add comments - edit it - email it

Currently Playing: Return of Saturn
- Simple Kind of Life

my mom is currently drunk off her ass, passed out on her bed. she completely "forgot" my groceries. I have a flipping headache. I'm too moody to call Hope & Kodi on three way. I know with my mood I'll just fuck it all up. I'm having a mental overload. THANK YOU THANK YOU PISS OFF! *rips out hair*

god damn.

-Davie aka I{ittie

"...Now all thoose simple things are simply too complicated for my life, How'd I get so faithful to my freedom, A selfish kind of life, When all I ever wanted was the simple things, A simple kind of life...A simple kind of life..."-ND *sigh*

Davie's 18th Birthday: 9 Months and 3 Days [ONLY!] x.x

Public - 9:05 PM - add eprops - add comments - edit it - email it

pooooooooooooooooooooo

-Davie aka I{ittie

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anyone see how my fucking monday went? thanks. FUCK OFF DONT EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN.

THANKS A FUCKING LOT. btw i only hinted at it i never told you the whole damn story so dont going around saying i did. god damn wakulla blabber mouth gossiping ppl. fucking eh.

-Davie

NEW LJ if i added you plz add me back [it may be a couple hours before thats up though =/]

mmm heard this before...

2005-02-22T10:19:47Z

i'm going to start improving this skinny ass body of mine.

-i'm going to eat THREE FULL MEALS A DAY. [with of course snack or two in between cause im a pic]
-gonna go hanging knee raises
-150 push ups a day.
-morning or afternoon walk/jog
-crunches/sit ups 3 sets up to two times a day
etc etc...three times a week roughly on the work out parts. dammit im gonna try!!!!!!!! :-D wish me luck!

-Davie aka I{ittie :-)

blah

2005-02-22T03:23:41Z

i hate lj yesh i do i hate lj how aboot you.

yeah. as noticed i've lacked in my ljness off and on and frankly lj bores me. *yawn*

so uhh life...

-addicted to garbage again.
-pissed at stupid ebayer.
-pissed at usps.
-getting new converse ^_^
-uh umm still cleaning old room. =/
-still having moms now EX bf move in, oh this ought to be VERY entertaining.
-uhh delayed my trip to St. Petersburg intill May.
-dad bought a boat *kicks him*
-mmm thats aboot it i guess.

might be getting a shytty car soon *sigH* oh well at this point and time im with my mom as long as it has 4 good tires 2 seats and runs i have no problem with it x.x blahhhhhhhhhhh. so yeah. hmm i need to start studying for my ged soon. anyone wanna help me with my math im good REALLY good in algebra, its like the old stuff im forgetting, im forgettin some fraction crap and percentages x.x shyt. i think i have to make a 2500 out of 5000 to pass the GED thing but i have to pass the pretest before i can take the GED what kind of bullshyt is that. ITS MY MONEY I WANT TO TAKE THE GED NOW! stupid florida. so yeah i got to study so i can pass the pretest, cause if i dont they "wont let me take the GED", wtf man. screw florida up the arse. *sigH*. then after i pass that i can get my learners...YESH LEARNERS FINALLY! that way on my 18th birthday i can go get my license, yeah thats right i dont have to wait a year! w00t. dodododododo. hmm panaceas really boring. once i get my digital camera [HOPEFULLY THIS DAMN WEEK >_<] i'll show you just how shytty boring it is. blah. *turns on Garbage* ohhhh *runs around in circles* you bishes better go buy the new Garbage album "Bleed Like Me", comes out April 11th. =)

soo now ima go and probaly watch a movie or soemthing. <33 mucho love hope everyone is alright and for thoose who arent doing so good glad to see you're still thinking high and i love yas <333

-Davie=)

p.s.- does anyone know how to make all my past entries private/friends only without going back and clicking and editing EVERY SINGLE ONE x.x thanx.

heheheh

2005-02-20T23:51:11Z

first i had the song clip...
then the video clip...
then the whole song...
NOW THE WHOLE FLIPPIN VIDEO!

gfsdklhflsdjfk best vid ever! lol
fmsdklflsd <333

-Davie *spazmode*

HOLY SHYT

2005-02-20T06:24:29Z

Artist:
GARBAGE
Title:
Why Do You Love Me
New Stations:
14
New Spins:
169

Thursday:"jumps from #925 to #78

IN ONE DAY"

Jumped 253 spots on the mediabase charts x.x holy fuck this song is gonna be big. It hasnt even mad a direct hit yet, the video supposed to start airing this week some, after that this is gonna explode. i smell #1s all over this new album. AH YES!

<3 Garbage =)

hehehehehehehehe

-Davie=P

x.x dies

2005-02-18T11:11:30Z

i just spent 3 HOURS redoing the posters/pictures on ONE of my FOUR walls x.x fun fun fun. i cant feel my thumb X.x damn thumb tacks!!! it's nice now though...i'd take a pic but my webcam sucks, so ill do it when my digital camera gets here, between now and tuesday i'm guessing. w00t. im dead tired now soo ima give my mom the grocery list b4 she leaves for work and collapse on my bed. Goodnight! <333

-Davie aka I{ittie =)

ODD

2005-02-18T01:56:49Z

you are ODD ones...GAWD!

~echonthemind~

LJ friendsCollage.

Brought to you by pratibha75 and teemus.

omg omg omg

2005-02-18T01:27:22Z

i got it uploaded finally.

Garbage-"Why do you love me?"

WARNING:6MB x.x

http://s24.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=2BRER3890BEWA2S97A0UHSGPFJ

-Davie

OMG+FGfkashdfklhds

2005-02-17T21:38:11Z

I GOT THE NEW GARBAGE SONG omfbnjbgsdfg i peed myself lmfao...not really. WOO!!!!!!!!!!! ima upload it later fosdgmsdnfandfoishfsdhfzlHSE *spazzes*

-Davie=P

go now

2005-02-17T07:12:27Z

GO SEE XANGA NOW~!

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=xNoTruthsNoLiesx

and for thoose of us fortunate enough to have XP theres a program called style XP on downloads.com that lets u download/creat more style than the 3 XP style [blue green silver] and the classic....take my new xp look for example...

heh it rocks. woot well im offf to bed for a few hours till boot 11-noonish. <33

-Davie

stolen from heather =)

2005-02-16T03:24:43Z

Come on. You know you want to. if you're even really lazy, you can just write "1" or "2" for each bit. So seriously, just really wanting to know--
Which would you rather have/be?
(Obviously, you can have combinations of these, mixtures, but for the sake of argument, let's say it's one or the other)

a. Passionate/Serene
b. Intelligent/Humorous
c. Brutal truth/Tactful honesty
d. To love and lose/To never love at all
e. Promiscuius/Prudish
f. To sit/To stand
g. To cry every night/To never cry
h. To lie and save feelings/To tell the truth and wound
i. Change/The opposite of change? (stagnation has bad connotations...didn't know what to use, lol)
j. To feel intense pain and intense bliss/To ride an even keel
k. Strawberries/Watermelon
l. Day/Night
m. Sun/Rain
n. Thunder/Crickets
o. Roses/Lilies
p. To win and gloat/To lose and be a good sport

And I answer this here!:

a. Passionate
b. Intelligent
c. Brutal truth
d. To love and lose
e. Promiscuius
f. To Stand
g. To cry every night
h. To lie and save feelings
i. Change
j. To feel intense pain and intense bliss
k. Watermelon
l. Night
m. Rain
n. Thunder
o. Roses
p. To lose and be a good sport

NOTICE

2005-02-15T07:01:11Z

im sick and tired of annoying immature assholes IMing offf sites i'm on...seems to be a majourity IMing me on AIM so i have this private sn now or had i should say i will be using it, but its got the managed sns with it so ill be signed on it and handoffatebelow and streetrocker87 but theyll be away messages on, IM me and if i know you and ur on my sns b/l then i'll IM you on my new list. blah...oh and anyone who doesnt use certain sns anymore and shyt like that let me know x.x yeahhhh i might do the same on yapoo. <33 shame how pathetic the souls on the internet are these days tisk tisk <33 mucho love.

-Davie

this is all i have to say..

2005-02-14T21:55:30Z

good day.

-Davie

EBAY IS MY FRIEND~!!!!

2005-02-13T06:59:07Z

i just got a BRAND NEW pair of low top converse b/w on ebay for 14.95+6.00s/h O.O!!!dkjasdkljasf compared to 40 at fuggin hot topic and other stores...WOOT! <333 :-D DAVIE IS HAPPY FO SURE NOW! lol <333

BEAUTIFUL!

-Davie aka I{ittie =P

oki doki then.

2005-02-12T18:00:26Z

sooo i'm cleaning out my old room...hmm...good memories as a clean. found this journal from first year of 8th grade before the homeschool b/s, found the day aaliyah died and how at the time how upsetting it was to me. found the 9/11 incident entry...i dont put alot into the 9/11 thing anymore considering it was our own damn fault and to me it doesnt seem all that big, it wasnt a WWII all over again, get over it. However i remember that day, reading that entry, at the time that was big, but after a few years, learning some of the facts, why it happened, how it happened. you cant blame just osama, you got to blame our country. alright anyone who doesnt agree plz IM me and bitch me out, i'm up for it.

yeah so i sent off my M.O. for the digital camera today should be here in aboot a week. :-D w00t. so today ima dye my hair black and cut it, and finish cleaning the old room and maybe vaccum in here. tomorrow clean some more, then im done. later in the week ima go fishing O.O and schtuff. and uhh moms bf is moving in and all this shyt. blah blah blah and then by this time next week HOPEFULLY ill have my camera and ill like never be here lol ill be out riding around takin pics like a mofo <33. its a good camera, i found the photography blog online and i searched for my camera so i could see i some pics from it to get an idea of how good it is and WOW im quite amazed ill link them ina sec, theyre nice...i mean jeez for the price i paid i'm gonna be happy :-) w00t. hmm talked to my grandma yesterday afternoon, it's amazing how much you dont know about you're own family sometimes...my grandma told me [i dont know what to call this woman in a family name soo..] my grandpas brothers daughter, in the 70s stole from my grandma and her mom all the time, she was also a tramp/whore, drop out, etc etc....well she got preg. cause she was hoing around, i found out that my i guess cousin? iono thats what we call him, Robbie wasnt my first cousin in line...so she got preg and got the money from i guess great grandmother im not sure, and had an abortion...thoose who know me, know im for abortion INLESS you fucked around stupidly and got preg like a whore...thats your' fault, live with it you fucking whore. that completely pissed me off, i didnt like her already but grr fuck that. soo my grandma and i got into my GED and drivers stuff and all and i told her id talk my dad into coming and getting me [see next part], and before we got off the phone i told her how much i loved her, and thanks for always being there, and being that motherly figure i never really had, and how i wish i still lived down there, by the time we hung up we both were choked up ='(. <3

after my gma i called my dad, seems i'm gonna go to St. Petersburg & Lakeland mid-end of March maybe a little later like first week into April and not come back till May. Intill then i'm going to study for my GED and stuff. While im down there i'm going to take the GED and hopefully pass it. WISH ME LUCK DAMMIT! then i can get my fuggin learners and then in December i can get my license w00t. go me! hopefully this will all work out. as for my career, i still wanna do EMT/Flight Nurse but lately i've seem to be lacking interest into it, i'm still gonna do it, inless something attracts my interest more before i start C.C. blaaaaaaaaaaaaah. okiday i think i wrote enough and i need to grab a bite to eat and start back on this room so uhh mucho love <333 and stuff oh yeah i have a different sn im using, cause uhh people online freka me out. just IM me on StreetRocker87 or HandofFateBelow and ask for it. <333

Lata, Davie-aka-I{ittie =)

i didnt take these, but uhh they are taken with the type of camera im getting so w00t.

heheheh YAY!

2005-02-11T04:48:27Z

i just went from $185.65 to $17.59 x.x and i think my mom nearly collapsed lol.

i won this great ass digital camera off ebay holy hell. ITS GREAT *gets link and pictures* cost me $168.04 SO IT BETTER BE GOOD DAMMIT! which from what i read online it is <33 WOOT!

heh linkage: http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=3872928277
PICTURES:

hehehehehehhehe omfg cnksdlfjlsdjkfsdkljfsdklj this is great i can finally start photography again like i used to with the old digicam. YAY! and no more crap ass webcam pics WOOT. *runs off* fdshfkjsdhfjkhsdjkfhsdjk <33333

-Davie aka I{ittie

dont say i didnt warned you...

2005-02-05T02:48:33Z

warning big long rant ahead...

ok so my moms a total psycho fucking bitch. attorney got us a car. kept it a secret for a week that uhh it leaks oil and has problems starting and staying in proper gears...other words its a late 80's piece of shyt. so my mom got pissed. i suggested since we have 2 grand left in income tax refund money lets go put a down payment on a Civic coupe and lease it/finance it...which would make monthly payments around 200-275 a month depending on her credit report and all that jazz. she blows up at me cause ITS NOT WHAT SHE WANTS...i dont give a shyt what she wants, desperate times call for desperate measures dammit. WANT MEANS SHYT...WE NEED A CAR...havent had one since May something nor other of last year. her job isnt keepign the bills up 100% even with my financial organization. so i recommended she get the civic go back to her old job of 320 bucks a week which she still has guaranteed back to her when she gets acar, and ill take her current 100 dollar a week job down here, since its close and all. noooooooo she still stuck on the fact "OMG PAYMENTS NOO!! omg we dont have the moeny omg this omg that" uhh lady we have 300 in property tax other than that we can put down the 2 grand for a car and WE'D BE SUPER! i can also get some help from dad/gma. does she care no, she calls grandma doesnt let me talk to her, bitches 45mins. then gets off tries to explain this "scooter" dealie she has stuck in her mind. ok first off its a 5min walk to her job...no scooter needed. she just wants to spend 400 bucks at random on some crappy scooter to show off that she'll use two months max and that'll be it. she says "ima get it", i go "dont do it...yet...we need to check cars first and then if nothing we'll see" mom:"#($@*$*@#$(*@#%&(!#^@#%@#$" *storms off in big hissy fit* yeah...moms psycho...i have a good feeling shes gonna go koo koo later and pull a stunt of hers be forwarned my next entry may envovle:ambulance, cops, and LOONEY BIN...sounds like june of last year...hmm yeah...anyways...life sucks and uhh im aboot 2.2secs away from calling my dad and going to st. pete till april...yeahhhhhhhhhhh fuck this shyt. im out. w/e...fsdlfkjdsklfj $E(%#$(%*(#$!!!!...that woman is gonna fuck it all up...i may not make it to my 18th birthday here...only 9months and 26 days x,x

-Davie err I{ittie

heh

2005-02-01T02:52:43Z

Which Family Guy Character are you? Take the Quiz!

Blah..

2005-01-30T15:59:35Z

i'm quiting LJ for a while. Hardly any of my peeps are on here and lack of posts and comments yeah...that and it bores me. I'm using my xanga alot so yeah check it out.

http://www.xanga.com/xNoTruthsNoLiesx/

Mucho Love. <333

Lata, Davie=P

p.s.-however if you are at school *cougH* you can comment and we'll talk =). w00t

ok yeah

2005-01-29T05:41:51Z

i hate ppl who ask way too many god damn questions.

i hate ppl who make fun of others constantly.

i hate ppl who laugh at others.

i hate ppl who are disrespectful.

i hate ppl who are twofaced alot.

i hate ppl who dont stick up for others.

i hate alot of ppl =).

blow up the country. i don't care. might do some damn good.

in other news INTERNET BLOWS AND SO DO THE PPL ON IT WITH THE EXCEPTION OF MY LOVELY PPL LOCATED ON THE FRIENDS PAGE, :-D

good'ay.

-Davie

right on...

2005-01-28T15:35:14Z

school finally called today. woke me up. not too happy thurr but yeah.lol i needed to wake up. uhh theyre dropping me from the roll....my response...go right hell ahead...i havent been in 14days x.x or 3 weeks str8 as of today =). so yeah NOW ITS OFFICIAL! heh =) *does a dance* w000000000000000000000000t.

yeah. plans for today: clean some, eat lunch, shower, get snack, talk to peeps, eat, eat, eat, and oh yeah EAT! lol and work out i dont know how i forgot that in thurr. hmm friday...thats good...yeah...*scratches neck* im not a morning person. *walks off* mucho love <3333.

-Davie:-P

oh and i redid my site...linkie at top x.x needs work x.x ugh

ok.....

2005-01-28T05:49:34Z

Check me out on FaceTheJury.com!

LMFAO! ftj is stupid an d shyt i just had to see how this looked. hahhahhahahahha. *kicks*

-Davie=P